
When the joy and happiness of
Summer has come and is done
The cold air blows much harder
The Sun is all but gone
We talk about how it used to be
In the Summer when things were grand
When we used to walk down by the lake
We stood there hand in hand
We watched the Sun move out of sight
Like a flower in the fall
We sat and let hours fly by
And then there came a call
Like a tearing wind it came through my soul
Destroying all it could
When it was done I had no more
Nothing seemed like it should
My heart cried out my soul it wept
My mind grew old and weary
My body had began to leak
All the joy that was within me
I could not feel anything
No anger no pain no hurt
The feelings had all been numbed away
Yet I still felt so burnt
My life was spent
Or so I thought
My eyes they filled with tears
How could this happen to me I sought
The answer in my fears
I contemplated the old ways
Of how things used to be
And then I realized that it was
Just not meant to be seen
Why would I think that I could be
So much bigger than it all
Than the sun and the stars up in the sky
Looking down over us all
I never will quite understand
What my purpose for life will be
But I know that I should not be bitter
And this will set me free